Finding what makes me, ME

As of yesterday, I began the 40 day BEing Spiritually Intelligent Transformation Course offered by Susan Abrams Milligan, author of BEing Spiritually Intelligent Volume 1.
Check her out here! www.susanabramsmilligan.com

I began (slowly) reading her book about 2 weeks ago. I only read a chapter or part of before bed at night, but I have never felt so connected to her words and the content of her words. Even only in the introduction, were her words not only relatable but the exact feelings and questions I have been experiencing lately.

I have been feeling this deep down, strong urge or push to really truly find myself. But I didn't know where to begin, I didn't know what I was supposed to do and, especially where faith and the Divine were concerned, I wasn't sure how to express what it was I believed in. Honestly, I am not religious, but I felt very lacking in faith.

Then I read these words (among many) in only an introduction:
"Everything happens for a reason, in perfect timing, and in Divine right order" - Susan Abrams Milligan.
She was referring to coincidence and the definition of what it is to coincide. And it all just made sense, I knew in that moment that here was the beginning of a renewed and whole me.

· I was realizing such strong feelings of the need to change, to search, to grow and to find myself.
· Without knowing it at that time, my energy, those needs, were thrown into the universe, searching for that pull off attraction.
·This book is introduced to me, this book that is every thought and wonder I have been asking is in my lap in black and white. And it fills so many unsurities, explains them.
·A course is offered at the time I am reading this book, a course for 40 days, to help find yourself, to help make this (to me) perfect way of thinking and living become a habit.

I can now put into words and understanding the how and the why...
I subconsciously put into the universe that my spirit was missing something, that I was missing something, that I felt lost. The universe responded, offering to me the path that ultimately felt so right. And I, acknowledging my BEing chose to continue learning in this way. I am choosing to make a better habit of thought, to have a renewed sense of self, and to acknowledge my BEing. 


Tell me right there that is not Divine right order, that that is not the proof of energy and attraction coinciding within the universe!

I decided to take this 40 day challenge so that I could make this renewed way of thinking a habit. I want to continue to feel this way, to think this way and to evolve with this mindset and these beliefs rooted into my being.

I am finding my BEing.


Today, after a day of looking inward at what it is that I love about my BEing, I will share 5 of those with you that you probably don't know about be.

1) I love to listen to my cat purr. 
That probably sounds really silly but it is true. When I lay with my cat, I love the feeling of just laying there listening to his purr. He usually sleeps so that his face is resting on my head. You can hear the sound, you can feel the sound and I find it so soothing. It is a way that my spirit connects with his spirit.

2) I love to be creative.
Right now my creative outlet is crocheting. I find so much enjoyment within myself when I am being productive, artistic and creative.

3) I love to sing and dance to the radio.
Be it in the car or my living room, I love to dance. It's something I don't do in front of people often out of shyness. But, especially when I'm with my kids, I love how easy it is for me to just let go and groove to the beat. (P.S.  I'm probably not a good dancer) ;)

4) I love how empathetic I am.
I love how naturally the want and need to be there for someone in a time of need comes. Even if I don't know what to say, or there isn't anything to say. I just know my BEing there is something. I love how I have the ability to step outside of a situation and see the views from all sides. I do my best to give support, help or insight top those who need or want it.

5) I love the way I "fall into" a good book.
I love to read, that's not unknown by others. But what isn't known is the way a good story makes me feel. How easily it's as though I've traveled into the pages. I can become so lost in the words of a good story, so engrossed that the story stays within my thoughts throughout the day.


Those are some of the things I enjoy the most about myself, things that are the true me, part of my BEing.

Part of what makes me, ME.

The beginning of my 26th year

Okay so this past two months I have been doing a lot of inner finding within myself. 

My body, mind and soul are ready to evolve and they are pushing me to do so. 

I have been reading a book called BEing Spiritually Intelligent by Sarah Abrams Milligan and I swear from the moment I started reading this book it's like I found the answers to all of the questions I have been asking myself! I am waking up with a whole new attitude and way of thinking and I know within my heart that this is the path I am ready to travel! 

Instead of celebrating New Years as the beginning of a new calendar year I am going to celebrate New Years on my  Birthday. After all, it is a new year for my human body, my human life. It is my 26th year. It is the beginning of my second quarter of a century! 

I choose to allow this year to be the best that it can be. I am choosing to grow and evolve. 

I am choosing to find fulfillment in myself and to acknowledge all that I have to offer, to myself, to my family, to my life and those lives that are affected by my being. 

I have never felt so right  I have never felt so comfortable, confident and SURE of myself and the path that I am ready to take.  

I am taking the 40 day challenge hoste by the author of the book mentioned above. Along with keeping my daily journal, I am going to try my hardest to journal on my blog as well. I want to share my journey with you. 

Time to begin.